Sad sad and bloody more sad.
I probably should just kill myself or something, born as nobody, die as a nobody.
I have no purpose in life whatever I do seems unappreciated.
I care for people yet they seem to just smack it back to my face.
I do my best in work yet it seems like all for nothing.
I hate my life till my shining star was introduced in my life.
I think nobody ever understands me.
I don't see people's opinion as jokes.
I am alone in HK with no wish to know any more people.
I hate my bloody life and damn myself for accepting this training course.
I love to be around people.
I hate you blogger for making it so hard to even post this note.
I don't really know what to do any more.
I am crying as I wrote this nonsensical post.
I should maybe go back to Rock heart as I wouldn't feel hurt from people's opinion.
I don't really care whatever/whoever reader thinks I am.
I am just a silly nobody.
& lastly I love to complain about just anything.
 Gd night
Baby,top. || 
2:57 am