Even though I thought I was suppose to be happy but I am seriously sad.
I am sorry but I seriously cant open up to a person who don't even trust me, I understand this would lead to major communication breakdown but I just can't....
I can accept that you smoke..
I can accept spending my precious off day to come to your place every time and spend time together.
I can accept being lazy.
I can accept myself being stupid....
But why can't you accept me being myself.....
If you expect me to change myself, I really do hope you need to change yourself as well.
I really really love you alot..
But somehow rather I don't feel the same from you anymore.
:(
