Would it hurt or will I get a quick death.
How long more can I keep up with this
When someone gets hurts they will find somewhere or someone to vent their unhappiness
For me I chose to keep all to myself
Being in a relationship is not as easy and happy as ABC123
Day by day my poor heart have to put up a mask of lies just to show that I am happy however the case I am not, not because I am hard to satisfy. I just don't think the same as most people.
Day by day disappointment adds on to my heart, I just don't know what I want anymore.
I feel terrible, miserable, heartbroken.breathless, tired
Sooner or later I will expected the already expected and put into depression mode once again on top of my already stressed out condition in my work life.
Should I just turn into a lifeless fvck instead
Somehow or rather I believe it will work better for the both of us
